I am at work...and am stealing some time to blog! (it's after working hours anyway)
Received an e-mail from Joo today about her baby kicking ...she's 5 1/2 months preggie now and look what i've missed being here in UK. No mambo nights, no makan trips in Bagan Lalang, no mahjong sessions at Auntie Margo's.... Yennader's getting married soon and I will miss the wedding too... I like being here, I like the lifestyle, I like the freedom...but I miss out on 'family things' like these and it sometimes makes me wonder if going home is the best option. I've met quite a few ppl telling me that the future for us in Malaysia is not promising and that migrating is a better option. Do i want to stay here for good? My sis has been telling me to 'stay in UK lah, don't come back to malaysia...very difficult to wan sek'...but I know that my mother is damn the paranoid about me being so f**king far from home. I am at crossroads now. I do not want to work in Malaysia, but i miss every other thing back home..I want to work in UK but i miss everything else terribly...geramnye aku....
Received an e-mail from Joo today about her baby kicking ...she's 5 1/2 months preggie now and look what i've missed being here in UK. No mambo nights, no makan trips in Bagan Lalang, no mahjong sessions at Auntie Margo's.... Yennader's getting married soon and I will miss the wedding too... I like being here, I like the lifestyle, I like the freedom...but I miss out on 'family things' like these and it sometimes makes me wonder if going home is the best option. I've met quite a few ppl telling me that the future for us in Malaysia is not promising and that migrating is a better option. Do i want to stay here for good? My sis has been telling me to 'stay in UK lah, don't come back to malaysia...very difficult to wan sek'...but I know that my mother is damn the paranoid about me being so f**king far from home. I am at crossroads now. I do not want to work in Malaysia, but i miss every other thing back home..I want to work in UK but i miss everything else terribly...geramnye aku....